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Thursday

When I was Young...


When I was young, perhaps 5, our homeschool co-op hired a science teacher to give once-a-week lectures to the kids. It must have been interesting, because while I was not the oldest, I was certainly not the youngest either. But regardless, this man was very patient - he must have enjoyed children as much as science - because he encouraged us to bring our own science experiments to class. One day I decided to do so. I read through a book that had scientific concepts in it and picked the one about condensation. The instructions were to fill a jar with ice water, cap it, and wait for condensation to collect on the outside. I had no idea what the word condensation meant, but I figured doing the experiment would help. So I duly brought a jar, filled with ice water and neatly capped, to class. The teacher was kind and allowed me to interrupt the lesson a few times to check my jar, which was slowly but surely getting wet on the outside. All of the adults were proud of me. "Yes, yes! There you go! That's what condensation means!" and in my young mind, I understood. 

Condensation was the concept that ice cold water could seep very slowly through glass and get the other side wet. Even when there was a lid on the jar. 

I was surprised by how miraculous science was, but I did not question my theory. It was amazing. And I half ways still wish I could believe it. 

Wednesday

Broken Road


Hello everyone! My name’s Mariah Steenerson… I know, I know you were expecting a blog post by my talented friend Gianna. Sorry!

A few weeks ago I got a call from Gianna to do a guest post on her blog about something BIG that’s about to happen in my life. January 15, 2012 I will be leaving this small town of Minnesota for Townsville, Australia to do a program called Youth With A Mission (YWAM). I could give you a long complex definition of what this program is but I’ll keep it basic. YWAM is an opportunity for anyone (generally 18-25 years of age) at any place in the world to come together to be taught and teach the gospel everywhere and anywhere, to make disciples of all nations. The idea of a program such as this was originated by a man named Loren Cunningham while he was on a missions trip. It came as a vision of waves crashing onto the sand of beaches. Then, the waves turned into young people that not only were covering beaches but all the nations.

Fifty one years later and this small program that started out as just a vision is now located in 1,000 locations in over 180 countries! The waves of young people envisioned by Loren are completely evident today. I think of this and I am totally blown back at how amazing our God can work. No words can describe.

So what will a small town girl like me be doing in a big continent like Australia? For 3 months I will be going through a Discipleship Training School where I will learn more about who God is and who he made me to be. This is just like a regular school in many ways. I have a set schedule for each day of the week, tests and homework—you got it, and no sadly I don’t get to sleep in every day of the week. 

Then the next three months are filled with outreaches. Usually a YWAM Discipleship Training school will have one outreach to somewhere around the world, but my specific school will be doing two outreaches. The places I might be are: Thailand, Indonesia, East Timor, Papua New Guinea, Fiji, or New Zealand.



It sounds as though when I arrive in Townsville I will have two weeks to pray about the two places God wants me to be. If you would be willing to pray for me and this two week period of hard decision making that would be great! I don’t want to pick a certain place just because it would be a cool place to visit; I want to go wherever God wants me.
Along with these two main phases of my trip; I will be doing a two week camping trip in the outback, visiting Billabong, involved with different ministries in Australia, and hanging out with some cool Aussies.
From reading this you may think I’ve had my mind made up about this for awhile now, but truth is it’s only been a few months. This past year has been one long broken road. I could go on and on about how difficult it was, but the main point is I was broken and defeated and through it God made me stronger. He used every difficulty, every problem to get me where I am today and for that I am very thankful. 

Don’t be afraid to get broken. In fact, you should desire to be broken; desire to be so defeated that your only option is to surrender to the one true God, because it’s when we’re broken that we are closest to God and can be used most effectively by Him. Do not fear brokenness.
For those of you that are young and are still trying to figure out college and a major, I have some simple advice for you. Instead of crying your eyes out every night like I did. Trust in the almighty God! Jer. 29:11 says He has a plan for you. Sometimes we are called to wait and be patient, but take heart God has made many promises in His book, promises that should be taken as truth so much as to thank God for them even before they become evident in your life. None of those promises say I will lead you up to the time you graduate high school and then I will leave you to make all of the decisions. No. God will be there EVERY step of the way IF you give your life to Him.
Below are some verses that have helped me through this past year.



Thank you, Gianna for allowing me to have a guest post on your blog. I am thankful to have such an encouraging and loving friend! I thank God for you daily. Keep on glorifying God with your blog posts; he has definitely given you a gift. 
 
If you’d like to check out my blog go to 
http://heart-of-a-sojourner.blogspot.com

Have a great Thanksgiving everyone!
Blessed.
mariah




Tuesday

Introducing Mariah

I went on a trip once. I went with four others to a small town called Ponemah. I still remember the swirling mosaic of emotions that surrounded that trip. Fear. I was afraid of what I would find. Going into this, I had no idea of what the children we were working with would be like. There was no way of knowing who was helping us with the VBS or what they would be like. We had no clue how God was going to work in us and through us, and that thought was intimidating. Security. I was aware that I was going with an Almighty, all-loving Father at my side. Also, I went with the knowledge that our church was supporting our team in prayer every day that we were gone. I knew that I was a part of the body of Christ, and they weren't about to let me fall. 
Anticipation. I was eager to see what my amazing Father was going to do and how.

Now I'm home. Now it is my turn to watch as a special friend reaches out and experiences life "as a fingertip". She'll be living by the financial support of the church, and living by our prayer support. And I know that she is experiencing all of these emotions and more as she prepares to go.That is why my next blog post will be a guest post by Mariah. I've asked her to share the story of her heart with you as she prepares to go to Australia.

There is a special bond that grows when friends share faith in common. There is little more beautiful than to sit and listen to somebody close to you revealing how our Savior has been working in their heart and life. There is little more beautiful than when a friend becomes transparent and allows the precious light of Jesus to shine through each angle of their lives.

Mariah, you have given me a gift and I am grateful that I can support you by giving you a post on my blog.


Glorious and Indescribable

 There is something indescribably beautiful about worshiping with other believers. You are one: you stand as a body before your King, and you are full of joy that you can't contain! You just want to dance for Him! You are ready to do anything - dance, sing, kneel - to see that joyous, radiant smile on his face. LIFE becomes an exclamation point - one that dances with uncontrollably beautiful energy. It's like being in the Living Light and being part of it.






Peter understands what I mean. 1 Peter 1:? "Even though you have never seen him, you love him. And even though you do not now see him, you believe in him and are filled with an indescribable and glorious joy, for you are receiving the goal of your faith: the salvation of your souls."





"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy, he has given us new birth into a living hope..." 1 Peter 1:3-4a

Thursday

Title Here

Did it ever occur to you how many things there are to remember? (Did it ever occur to you how many of those things your mother has reminded you of? Jk.) It's a long list, no?

"Remember to pack your socks. You'll need them, and I'm not sharing." "You always say that, and you always do."

"Remember to drive safe!" "Why not 'Remember to use your road rage?' It's more memorable."

We even get pegged for remembering things for other people! "Remind me to remember that Susy has to remember her..." "Um, no."

I forgot my driver's license today, which is a long story. I didn't need it to drive, I needed to buy a deer tag. I ended up driving home, too.

"Remember that you have a dentist appointment." "I don't like the dentist."

"Remember to get some sleep!" We all know the one and only person whose name goes down in history for saying that. (Don't get me wrong. I love my mother. Just gotta poke some fun. :D )

"Remember your manners." "I do remember them. Do I have to use them too?"

 You are probably wondering why exactly I am posting this.

Several reasons: I am me, duh. It is late at night, the family is asleep, the fire is blazing, and there is something strangely alert in my upper story. It can be quite unfortunate, believe me. Because my sister had a hilarious brain fart that put me in mind of this post.

My sister got to her piano lesson today, sat down on the bench to play her scales and happened to glance at the theory book in her teacher's hands. "Oh!" my sister exclaimed, "I forgot my eyes!" ...uncomfortable silence..."Aaaand...where did you leave them?" the teacher replied. "Oh, no, I meant my I's. I didn't label the root chords the way I should have in my theory book..." *Lightbulb*

"Remember that Northern Indian (India in South Aisa) music style is called Hindustani."

"Remember that one guy we met? You know, the guy with the - " "Yeah! And when we were at the um...the um...that place we went to for the thinger. You know, where that guy was and - " "Uh-huh. And we ate that one kind of food there, that stuff that was like, really good? And there was this inside joke we were laughing about, you know, about that one thing we were doing there...well anyway, you remember the guy?" "Not a clue."

Which above hypothetical reminds me of a conversation I had about two weeks ago with a friend...

But I won't remind you of the details.

Good night!


Tuesday

This is a Secret.

So don't tell my dad please.

Aren't I a good child?

My dad loves the song Music Box Dancer. At first, it threw me for a loop. I heard him playing it on the computer one night, and my train of thought was, Dad? What up? You runnin a fever? You like hunting, dogs, orange and camouflage, you like farting for crying out loud!!! What are you doing? He was listening to Music Box Dancer.


And enjoying himself. Something I hadn't known was possible. I mean, my dad doesn't like classical, even contemporary piano music. He comes to every one of my recitals, but that's 'cause he loves me, not the music. I showed him my Rachmaninoff piece...he was impressed but he doesn't like it, really.

Anyway, after that night years ago, I pulled out my copy of the music and learned it. Occasionally if I ended up practicing piano when Dad came home, I'd play through it without saying anything. He'd come over and sit by me and just listen. I still found it comical, though! I mean, Really Dad?

So I asked him.

"Well," he trailed off. I was confused. It was just a song...right? It felt like something serious - talking about it with him. "You know how my dad was," he said slowly. "I guess this song was always something peaceful that I could listen to. I always liked hearing it." He looked back up at me with something vulnerable in his eyes that I'd never seen before. "Oh." I had nothing to say.

After that, I started playing the song more, and I'd purposely practice when I knew when Dad was coming home. It gave both of us something special to look forward to, I think. He appreciated the music and every time I played, he'd thank me for learning it.

After last year, I kind of forgot to do that for him. A few weeks ago, I got tired of playing all the pieces I'm working on for my Piano recital and again, I pulled out Music Box Dancer. And I had a really random idea. I remembered how much Dad had liked the song before, so why not add it to my recital? It was something beautiful I could do for my dad. Something that would make him appreciate the recital, and would let him know that I loved when he came, and that I love him.

So I texted my piano teacher and added the piece to my repertoire.

*Tear*

I love you Daddy.


Friday

Gratitudinal Finale

Don't ask if that's a work, because the answer's yes. It is now.

Guess what.

I DID IT!!!  I met my own gratitude challenge! I challenged myself to find 10 things every day that I was grateful for, and I made it. I missed a few days, but I've made them all up! I finished the race! Just a note: it's not too late for you fellow bloggers to join...you can do this too!

And now for my final list.

*An easy test. It was a career, vocation, aptitude testy thingy. I didn't want to take it, but I am glad for two things. 1) it was easy. 2) it doesn't matter. The scores won't count for anything, so no biggy.

*Spaghetti with no sauce, just tons of Parmesan cheese.

*Playing Baloney with my sisters, brother and friend.

*Winning Baloney.

*Being cold. Makes you appreciate the warmth more.

*Hot chocolate. It took a bit of improvisation, but it was good!

*Puppies. The same puppies that I blogged about a week or so ago are now over a week old, and I haven't had to stay up one night with them!

*Watching funny videos on youtube.

*Enjoying the whole afternoon with my bestie (blog) who's finally back from the Land of Scarce Internet.

*Flying kites.

*Getting references sent in for college applications.

*Being accepted to the first school! At least, it is to be hoped it is the first. It's not the school I think I want to go to, so hopefully it's not the only school I'm accepted to...

*Seeing a new blog, designed by a good friend of mine. I respect her, and I wish her well in her sojourning!

*Relaxing in a cozy room in front of a cheerfully comforting fire. And feeling like going to sleep.

Wednesday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 20

I am nearly wordless with gratitude right now. Today was vastly blessed.

*There were 49 pageviews. It may be vain to count them and to rejoice over them, but it's an all time high and I'm feeling celebratory!

*I got a complement. Somebody liked my humor. It is always so encouraging to receive a simple, spontaneous complement. Thank you, um...Complementer! You are appreciated.

*I saw my senior pictures! Gah! I have a wonderful photographer. She managed to make me look good, I think! Some of you commented on my photos - Thanks! My daddy was greatly encouraging and loving. These next sentences are exact quotes. "You sure look beautiful. But then, you always look beautiful." "You just can't take a bad picture." Daddy, I love you so, so much. It's not even funny. *Giggle* (I'll choke up about this later.)

*Seeing my precious 3-5th graders in AWANA. Those girls are wonderful. Eating ice-cream with them is about tops. Except, of course, seeing them learn about Christ and grasp His truth.

*Getting to go to a free, choir concert. It's coming up on Saturday. Been a while since I've been on the audience side of a choir concert. :D

*Mailing in my...second?...college application. Only three to go!

*Finishing a reading assignment and some writing requirements.

*Petting my dog.

*Making $33. Always a good feelin'.

*Having the courage to talk in youth group tonight. I asked our leader/coordinater if I could have a minute to challenge everyone to do the Operation Christmas Child boxes - she said yes - and I just spoke about how easy it was and how I wanted our youth group to step up and fill the boxes we had on hand.

Only one day left of my Gratitude Challenge. It's not too late to join, if you were wondering, friends. Don't be shy! Leave a comment if you can and share something you've been grateful for lately.

Tuesday

Sweet Surrender

I prayed today. I needed to. I am stuck in the throws of applying to colleges and it's beginning to rattle me a little. I don't know for sure where I want to go to school, how I'm going to pay for it, where I'm going to stay, what my major will be, or how I'm going to handle leaving home.

My biggest...for lack of a better word - issue...is all of it. In a nutshell, I am worried, because I want to love my major, I want as little debt as possible, I don't want to break my heart and leave all my friends, and I long to glorify God. This is what I prayed.

"God, thank you for my future. Thank you for the time I have now, and for the time I will have later. You have given me college life so that I may glorify you. God, you have given me a mind, finances, time, a life, so that I may glorify you. I thank you that you know my life, that you have a plan to use my life for your glory. God, let me give it all to you. It is only what you have given me first, but I want to give you my time, my money, my mind, and my life; let them serve your purpose.

Take all that I have and use it, Father."

It was such a relief to let go and let my Father remind me that he has it all under control. He has a plan for my life, all I need to do is trust him and follow his Spirit.

Can I get an amen?


Gratitude Challenge: Day 19

Today was good. Really good. I think I still have permafrost in my backside from the bleachers at the football game though. :-\

*Hearing about renowned "DNA" bobby pins. They are reputed to equal roughly 80 regular pins, which is wonderful given my thick hair.

*Eating chili with crackers for lunch. And enjoying my sister's company simultaneous.

*My sister will be in advanced skating with my other sister! She just got an email saying they think she's good enough to skip the last to basic levels and move up to advanced! Woot! Go Little Sister!

*Finishing several assignments.

*Playing Music Box Dancer - again and again and again.

*Trying to overcome writers block.

*Looking at other people's blogs.

*When really amazing gentlemen bring silly girls coats at football games because the silly girls were to silly to bring their own. (Erm...Ahem. Thank you Sir!)

*Knowing that somebody prays for you.

*Having quiet time to just talk to God.

Monday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 18

Oh dear. I only have three days left and I shall be done. What shall I blog about then?! P'raps I can find something. I'll be starting a creative writing class (as a student) next semester. That may provide some amusement for ya'll.

Oh right. I'm blogging about today. Right-o.

*Chile. It's the soup kind.

*Watching my sisters ice-skate. They are so graceful! Way to go girls!

*Being told "Come back!" because somebody is excited to see me, rather than being in trouble. (Not like I'm in trouble a lot, you know, but it's just nice.)

*Random crazy people who hide behind banana stands in grocery stores because they are weird like me.

*Hanging with friends.

*Watching puppies sleep.

*Watching a volleyball game. Parts of it were really intense - the ball went back and forth so quickly and the teams played so flawlessly sometimes!

*Tapping the glass screen of my old computer monitor..."Tic tic tic tic tic tic...tic tic. 7 down, three to go!" I'm easily amused.

*Singing about wanting things in Choir. The song was Wanna Baraka. It's beautiful, and you need to come to our choir concert. Period. (Ahem. This only pertains to some of you. You know who you are.)

*Goofing off.

*And going to bed.

Sunday

Gratitude Challenge: Day Next.

A.K.A. I can't remember which day I'm on and I don't really feel like checking.

It's late, so ya'll just get the basics.

*Frolfing. (Is that how you spell it?)

*Getting some time with my wonderful Heavenly Father during church today.

*Eating chocolate ice cream.

*Squishing five teens (arrrgh, fine. 4 teens and one 20-year-old) into a tiny Chevvy Cavalier. It. Was. Squished. A little.

*Listening to Owl City while cleaning my room.

*Enjoying my room after cleaning and vacuuming all the flies out.

*Standing on the brick ring around a bonfire late at night with my friends.

*Eating (most of) the most ginormous burrito I've ever had in my life! I saved half of it for tomorrow.

*Looking at the stars.

*Seeing one of the proofs for my senior pics.

*Sleep.

G'night!

Friday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 16

I knew it was going to happen.

Today was a challenge. I'm feeling a bit discouraged right now. *Sigh* Literally. And I can't think of any reason to be discouraged either. That's the worst part. Agreed? But I am still grateful for some of the things that happened today.

*I wrote an essay and turned it in - within an hour. That is always a good feeling.

*I got some time with Mom.

*My cleaning job went quickly.

*It wasn't cold outside.

*The puppies are beautiful and I haven't had to bottle feed them yet.

*Mom and I laughed hysterically about Hoover. Story: One gloomy midnight last winter, Older Brother and Younger Sister got up to bottle feed puppies. One puppy gulped so much milk that he was 3 OUNCES heaver after the feeding than before! The poor pup was so chubby and full we thought he just might burst, so we didn't dare put him back on the heating pad. We left him on the cement floor for a few minutes to help him in his agony. Mom and I were weighing pups tonight and one of them gained a whole 2.3 ounces, which reminded us of the story from last year. It felt good to laugh so hard again!

*I played a game of Blockus with my sisters and mother.

*I can play Away in a Manger on the hammer dulcimer.

*I only need to think of one more thing.

*Tonight is family night.

OK. Ooookay? Okey dokey! Okay!

O.K.

Ok.

Okay.

Ever found yourself saying any of the above? (Like, all day today? Or at least some time this week?)

It's a fad.

Like, a really old one, ok? Apparently, in New York and Boston in the 1840's, people liked to be weird and spell things wrong. (This is ringing a bell.) It became slang to spell words wrong and then use their abbreviations. For example: no go might become know go and be abbreviated KG. So what began OK? Somebody came up with all correct as Oll Korrect and shortened it to OK.

Unlike the other abbreviations that were fads waaaaaay back then, OK survived and is still OK today.

Coolio?
Coolio. Muchly.

Happy weekending!

Thursday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 15

Today was a good day, a really really good day. I can sleep well.

*Piano. I love making music. The Easy Winners by Scott Joplin - ragtime. Prelude in G Minor by Rachmaninoff - clllllassical? No. Romantic. I think. Ahhhh. I need to build stamina though. My left arm/hand gets so tired playing my prelude - which I need to work on in case I end up applying for a specific music scholarship...

*Acing a test. Need I say more?

*Sunshine.

*Running across the yard - barefoot - in the frost.

*Finishing up my first college application for-reals. (I know, I know. I put that yesterday. Um, I forgot to stamp the envelope though...)

*Having two more applications ready to go. Almost. I need $20 for the application fee for MSUM and an academic reference for NWC. (Any takers? All you have to verify is that I'm really brilliant - a second Einstein of sorts. Not difficult. *Coughcough*)

*Playing the hammer dulcimer. Yep! It's been hiding under my bed forever. Mom bought it years ago, rather more wishfully than needfully. But I like it! Now that I've got some piano under my belt, I have the "tools" to play it. I figured out how to tune the thing and picked out a few melodies on it. I don't think I really want to put it back either.

*Changing my profile picture. You should look at it. The pooch? Yeah. S'my dog, Rusty (female!!!) Her and I is best of friends.

*My soccer coach. I've played under him for 3 years, ever since he started coaching our team. I didn't play this year though. At the end of the season, it's tradition to get the team together for a potluck. We watch a slide-show of pics from the games, make the coaches give speeches, give them a little gift, and give the seniors medallions. I wasn't expecting to receive a medallion during the ceremony. In fact, I had stuff to do, so I stayed home. My coach talked to mom and said "I can't give out the medallions if all the seniors aren't here! Can't she come? Doesn't she get a medallion?" Mom admitted that she'd ordered one for me and just hadn't felt right honoring me with the others. But for him, she called me and asked me to come. It was so special! And I quote my coach: "When I started coaching, there wasn't much of a team. It was these seniors - they were younger then - that I relied on for a majority of the hard work. They played hard and well and they were the players I depended on."

*Baby puppies.

*Good night.

Wednesday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 14

*I am so grateful for my Daddy. Honestly, with what I have been going through in the last week, that counts as a list of 10 in itself.

But just for you, I'll include some more.

*Amazing friends who explain the rules of swim meets and help make my evenings so awesome.

*Finally having a comment on my last post. :D Thanks Inna!

*Having time to play Prelude in G minor by Rachmaninoff. *Ahem* I played as much as I know, which is roughly 4 measures more than 1/6th of the total.

*Finishing my first complete college app. Sent it in the mail today!

*Taking word quizzes: you select (from a list of four) the meaning of 10 words and I made it through the post-college level "Dynamo". It is estimated that I know some 53,000 words. (Hint: try to find a root word and guess from there. It works well - fooled the website!)

*Blogging. It's been a long day of school.

*Finally having my bedroom back (from bags of clothing that were necessarily stored in here.)

*Watching my friend dive exceptionally well at a diving meet. She received the highest scores!!!

*Eating spaghetti.

Monday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 13

I am noticing a trend. I make a noble resolution (such as 21 days of posting about gratitude) and then, on the weekends, I get busy with family night and friends night and Sunday night - typically another friends night - and I end up with four posts a week.

I can still do 21 posts, it'll just take longer. Oh well. I'll be thankful for more days that way. :D

*Listening to other people getting up and knowing I got to sleep in. Weeeeeell, I guess I shouldn't call it sleeping in exactly, I got up at 7:30. They just had to get up and be out of the house by 7.

*Playing Battleship with my favorite little brother. (It's ok. I only have one.)

*Winning my favorite little brother in Battleship!

*Sipping delicious, cold water out of my favorite mug.

*Seeing that my mother brought home a Dragon Fruit. There can hardly be a more thrilling name for a beautiful fruit with a uniquely spiked, peeling rind than Dragon Fruit. Doesn't it just sound like it should tast magical? (See next comment.)

*Eating Kiwi to get Dragon Fruit taste out of my mouth. Turns out Dragon Fruit doesn't tast as appealing as it sounds. We peeled off the rind and there was an imaginive - if not particularly tasty looking - white juicy fruit with seeds that looked like Kiwi seeds scattered evenly throughout. It tasted like a gross, slimy lot of nothing. I was glad to eat the Kiwi.

*Talking to my brother. He's not really living at home anymore, so I enjoy talking to him some evenings and hanging with him when he is home. *Sigh* Miss you Bro!

*Getting two chapters read, one assigment turned in, and realizing I have one less assignment than I thought! It was a good day of school.

*Talking about my senior recital with my piano teacher. I've got special plans!

*Actually being able to remember all 7824 notes of my 24 Major and minor arpeggios and 24 Major and harmonic minor scales. The average number of notes I played in a minute was 306...but when I was playing my fastest (sixteenth notes at 100 bpm) it was more like 400. Not to brag or anything.

*That soon, we'll have a roaring fire in the fireplace downstairs and I can sit there to blog! Yay!

Thursday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 12

What a beautiful day. A bit cold, p'raps. But still good.

*I followed a rabbit home. He was a good Christian rabbit. Even under the heavy pressure of headlights and and a Saturn bearing down on his furry behind, he would not stray to the right or to the left. He swerved in both directions a couple of times, but his faith held fast and he always ended up running straight down the center of the road. Ridiculous bunny. I didn't hit him, for those of you who were wondering (or had young children reading over your shoulder.)

*I'm so grateful for older women in the church kitchen (my daily lunch accommodations) who ask "What are you having for lunch?" and are horrified to hear "Oh, just toast." I quote: "Oh! You can't have just toast! Here, would you like some of my corn chowder? It's nice and steamy hot. Toast isn't enough for a good lunch." Mmmm. Corn chowder is absolutely amazing, especially when you were expecting toast with jam and ramens.

*Texting friends who have senses of humor.

*A hilarious choir teacher. She's so adorable. :D

*Singing "La, Pensiero" in choir. It's a famous opera piece from Nebucco (Nebuchadnezzar) about the Israelites longing for their homeland. It's a beautiful song, and completely in a major key. So cantabile! (Singable)

*Flash mob discussions. Here's what was discussed: "We should do a senior flash mob instead of a senior prank!" "We should do a flash mob as a choir when we're in New York! Right in Times Square!!!" Etc. etc. I. Cannot. Wait.

*I finished my midterm. And I don't even know what I got on it! It had short answer questions though. Argh.

*Our choir sectional was slightly hilarious. Reese said she had exciting news for us, but she couldn't tell us what it was. We simply told her we wouldn't sing unless she told us. We won!

*Seeing the moon through my bedroom window.

*Driving a different way home.

*And singing with the radio the whole way.

*Teasing my dad.

*Getting tucked in by me daddy.

Good night.

Wednesday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 11

Wow. I'm blessed. I just keep coming back to that. There are just so many little things.

*I got to wash my hair.

*My sister let me shower first.

*I get to play an amazing song for my senior recital. Prelude in G Minor by Rachmaninoff. In case you were wondering. You probably weren't. Now you know anyway.

*There are so many other people who are grateful for little things too! It's amazing!

*I have a dog, and she loves me as much as I love her. Just watch her follow me around and tell me otherwise.

*I have a test tomorrow. And you're thinking "Now she's gone off the deep end." Nope. That happened ages ago. Better swimming down here.

Actually, it's a chance for me to prove that I'm learning something - to myself and to my professor. And tests are kind of exciting things, don't you think? Probably not. *Sigh*

*I have six things to be grateful for. That's a lot. Cool.

*It is amazingly beautiful outside. I just can't get enough of fall! Every time I think about it I get that runny-cartwheely-jump-up-and-downy feeling an' I wanna go jump in a pile of leaves and play with me pooch and ride me horse and Ooooooooooh! Fall is just so amazing.

*Praying for people. There is something indescribable about going into the presence of a holy and loving God and saying "I'm not here for me. Please, please be with this friend/family member and bless them.Carry them close to your heart God, and carry their heart in your hands. Bind up their wounds. Be with them and give them the faith and the peace they need." I want those people to know that their cause is being petitioned at the foot of their heavenly Father's throne, and that the cause will not be dropped until an answer is received. And then to say, "Thank you, God, that you have answered me already."

*I don't have to get up at 5 tomorrow. (Others in my family do. Touche.)

*I got to go into the 5th and 6th grade AWANA T&T room tonight and help listen to verses during handbook time. I. Love. Those. Girls. About five of them gave me hugs right off the bat. They're all so energetic and wonderful! I can't wait for next Wednesday evening.

Gratefully yours,
Miz Fingers

Tuesday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 10

I had a full day. Good day to be grateful. And an easy day to be grateful. For just about everything.

*Sunshine.

*Friends.

*Horses. Galloping with my brother riding behind me, trotting while riding behind my friend, such joy. Ahhh.

*Reading crazy books about children falling off giant chess boards and flipping coins as to whether the sun will rise or set.

*Flipping to the next chapter of a fairy tale and reading the chapter title: Enter the Pea. Is that not fabulous?

*Eating potato cheese soup. My absolutely favoritest soup ever. And our first soup this fall. Mmmmm. So cheesy. So good. *Dies of amazing soup.

*Playing with puppies in the light of the full moon. With sisters and brother and friend.

*Loving people. (In response to the comment about No. 5 on yesterday's list.)

*Leaving my Bible open in my bedroom all day long. Whenever I went in there, it was just encouraging to look at it.

*Eating Chocolate cake. Always a plus.

*Playing games on the trampoline in the sunshine. I didn't win, but it was a blast playing anyway. (Of course it was, it was a word game!)

*Attempting to do handstands. They kinda failed.

It was a good day.

Monday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 9

At least, it's sort of day 9. It's supposed to be day 11. Oops. I'll make it a longer list, ok? Ok.

*Crazy friends who watch crazy movies with me at crazy hours of the night. And aren't afraid to do it again.

*The game Scattergories. We played this on Friday night as a family. Then on Saturday, we played it again and ended up rolling the same letter for some of the same lists as the night before, which gave some of us an unfair advantage, I'll admit.

*Eating breakfast burritos, sour oranges, crisp grapes and caramel rolls for supper. Without having to do the dishes. (Thank you Debbie. You rock.)

*Watching my sister research cameras in search of the perfect, (affordable) first (professional) camera. She's been waiting forever for this!

*Knowing that people love me.

*Knowing that some few people trust my brain. Sometimes. I need the reminder that I can trust the organ too. :D

*Realizing that I didn't have to study as much as I thought I did.

*Talking to my friend on the phone on Sunday afternoon. A long time.

*Being in suspense. (I haven't seen my senior pics yet, and it's driving me crazy. A good kind of crazy.)

*Thanking God for the full moon.

*Looking at the full moon some more.

*And some more.

*And thanking God some more.

*Knowing that I have one WHOLE SONG memorized for my senior recital. (Piano, fyi.) It's a ragtime two-step by Joplin. Called The Easy Winners. Nice cocky title, that. Just my style.

*Believing that tomorrow will be a good day.

Happy Late-Monday-night-and-Tuesday, folks!

Friday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 8

Mmmm. I am just the right kind of hungry. It's complicated...I've worked hard (scholastically - which still counts) and it's a late supper, and the wind is blowing and leaves are raining while the sky keeps breaking promises to follow suit. My little brother is wrestling with my dad (still convinced he can win) and my sisters are content (as in, not talking to me. Maybe I'm the content one.)

All this with the knowledge that home-made pizza will be ready any minute.

*I love home-made pizza. It's never normal. Dough so sweet, you could eat it alone.Put your normal sauce back in the cupboard and take that can of chunky vegetable. Pepperoni? Try hamburger. Replace Mozzarella cheese with Colby Jack, finely shredded. Color (in the lines) with random pepper chunks. Throw on a bit of mushroom. Apply garlic (lightly) oregano (with a delicate hand) and onion bits (rather heavily because the flavor is less obvious.)

*Eating more than I should. And not really caring. Just this once.

*Family nights.

*Scatergories. One of the bestest games ever.

*Late nights.

*Blogging anyway.

*Rolling up my pant legs.

*Wearing really random, cool hats. One at a time, of course.

*Reading super cool books that keep me...I don't know, cuz I never really sit in a seat. It's always on the floor or on my bed or in the car. Hmm. Well, really super cool books anyway.

*Trying to fit 5 people into the bathroom to brush their teeth and laughing and spitting and getting grossed out. In case you haven't noticed, I have a big family, and we're all really weird. We like it that way. If you know us personally, you probably like it that way too, or you wouldn't know us this personally.

Cheers to really big, really weird families! Or ever families that are less big and more weird, or more big and less weird and still like us. I like ya'll too. :D

Thursday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 7

Life. Is. Good.

And it's entirely due to God's grace. A couple of reasons I know that's true:

*I have sisters who love me.

*I have hilarious friends.

*We have hilarious conversations.

*That I can talk dead-seriously about things like majoring in chickens and yard work to perturbing images of hippos in pink wetsuits.

*That I can sit up late at night and hear the music of silence. It sounds somewhat like the wind blowing and the fridge running and typing on me laptop and absolutely nothing else.

*That when I randomly looked at a model in an advertisement, she had the same haircut as me. (I am not paranoid about weight and name brand clothing etc., but it's encouraging to see a model showing off the same style and color hair as you have.)

*That I had cheese and broccoli for supper.

*For goosebumps. Because they necessitate blankets and cocoa and fires in fireplaces and good books and no homework.

*For a mumsy who likes to play with my hair.

*For sleep.

Goodnight.

Wednesday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 6

Today in youth group, we talked about life not being fair. Mom asked what I thought about it. *Ponders* I don't know. I guess I enjoy life. I mean, it's good. I immediately thought of my challenge. Does that have anything to do with my outlook? Or is it the other way around? Whatever it was, I realized...once again...that I am more blessed than I even understand. Thus these posts, I suppose!

*I am more blessed than I know, and my heavenly Father likes it that way. Especially when I run up and thank him!

*For a choir teacher who understands what dog days are all about. We didn't sing today, which she is usually a drill sergeant about. We went outside and sat in the sunshine. Well, some of us sat. Mostly the cute girls watched the football boys playing with a big, rubber bungee strap. They were trying to catapult the littler fellas into the football practice mat.


*For the knowledge that the flies plaguing my life out will die tomorrow at the mercy of the black hole. Its Latin name is Vacumeous.

*For Friday nights. I know, it's Wednesday. Duh. But Friday cometh, ye scholars! Rejoice! Unless you have homework. Then still rejoice, because there's Saturday and Sunday afternoon.

*For being grateful for so many things, I can't remember all of them.

*For my World Music class. Some of the stuff I hear...I tell ya. "When the dance is over, Sweetheart, I will take you ho-ome in my one-eyed Ford. Way-ah ah-ah oh ay..." I cracked up just listening to this! It's a love song, and you just read the one and only line. :D

*For text messages. For LY's and JK's and LOL's and ROFL's and dude-speak.

"Dude." [Greetings, friend.]
"Dude." [Greetings.]
"Dude?" [What do you think of the media's take of Michele Bachmann's run for Republican nominee for President?"
"Dude." [I think they're biased and should take into consideration Bachmann's background and campaign thus far.] (This is not a political opinion - just an example of Dude-speak.)

You get the drift? Redicuhlous, wot? Pardon....*ahem*..."Dude?"

*For parents that understand me, and encourage me, and support me, and tell me how much they love me.

*That I can still remember the fingering c sharp harmonic minor scale.

*And the a flat harmonic minor scale, which is harder.

*And the f minor harmonic scale, which is harder yet.

I don't think those should really count as three, but hey! It's my blog. I make the rules.

It only counts as two.

*For sending in my first college application. It's a good feeling.

*For friends of my mother's that like me enough to say "You can't graduate," when what I know they're saying is "I don't want you to go off to school!" I offered to one friend that I could go to school in the town she lives in. Unfortunately, the population there is prolly under 100. The nearest legit public school is 10 miles away. Heh. Heh.

*That my friend is doing this with me. I'm not alone! Yay!

*For having more than 10 things that I can actually remember to be grateful for.


Tuesday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 5

*Reading in bed.

*Dancing around like a child and trying to catch leaves as they fall off of the trees. Even the dog was giving me a funny look.

*Realizing that I might just have enough money to go on a choir trip!

*Knowing that I have friends.

*Eating a midnight snack at 11:21.

*Entertaining my parents. Primary mode of entertainment was teasing. They were trying to go to sleep and I was wide awake, so it was highly amusing for me to tease them while they were helplessly wishing I would leave. (They were laughing also, just so you know. I'm not usually as cruel as I sound.)

*Reading aloud as a family and talking and laughing about it the whole time. The book is Heaven is For Real by Todd Burpo. You oughta read it too. Srsly.

*Seeing the moon.

*Howling at the moon. It's an inside joke and an old tradition with a particular friend. Sorry. *Turns and raises hands to mouth* "Aahhhooooooo!"

*Knowing that you are giving your computer a really funny look right after reading that last statement. You should see your face.

*Giving a piano student her first lesson (with me) and knowing that she's more advanced than any of my others. Woot!

*Going to sleep. I am going there shortly, and I hope it is not a long journey. Sometimes it is farther and more ardorous than otherwise. Hopefully not tonight - I'm not up for a long trek.

Monday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 4

It's amazing what you can find to bless you.

*My book was in at the Library, and it promises to be a good one.

*Driving past a forest of gold. The birch trees were in their glory. Through the haze of their slender boles I caught the outline of a strong, glorious oak. Loveliness!

*Passed my first major test of the semester!

*I have a few hours just to do nothing, if I so desire.

*I think I'm going to go read in the park. :D

*This morning we sang Sure On This Shining Night Arr. Rene Clausen. It's a beautiful SATB piece. "Sure on this shining night of star-made shadows round, Kindness must watch for me this side the ground, on this Shining night. ...I can't remember the rest of the words. We don't sing it straight like that though, it goes much more beautifully.

*The whether was...is...perfect.

*I gotted to study outside.

*I found a book that had my name - my name! - as the title! (Not Storyfingers, Gianna.)

*My friend/mentor/virtual second Mom has an amazing and spiritually encouraging blog that I am about to look up.

*I am almost done with this post which means I can go read.

*I am blessed by the gratitude of others. Check out this link to a post of blessings!

Toodles!

Be grateful!


Sunday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 3

Oops.

I missed a few days. Boo for busyness.


I'll keep going. Day three can be today and yesterday combined.

*I love ice-cream. Yummy.

*I love ice-cream even better when you have a ginormous bowl with chocolate on top and you get to eat it watching a chick-flick with your amazing mother and fabulous sister. Wonderfulness.

*I love the new movie, Courageous. God is clearly at work when a church can produce a strongly Christian movie that has you laughing breathlessly one moment and sobbing the next.

*When the pastor of your church says something that makes sense and speaks to you where you are.

*Autumn has cast a spell-binding charm over me with the richness of her color pallet. I am ecstatic in this season.  

*The sound of dried leaves dancing gently to the grass in the middle of a fall afternoon.

*Realizing that I can enter the throne room of my Holy and Almighty God - and run into his arms singing and laughing!

*Realizing that that reaction thrills God!

*Having friends over for supper - making homemade pizza - eating outside? - enjoying fellowship.

*Having my older brother home.

"Thank you Jesus for the beauty and wonder that surround me."


Thursday

Gratitude Challege: Day 2

I woke up  - something I do most days - and got out of bed. Uh. Not as wonderful as getting up should be. and

*I found rain on the window panes.

If you don't think rainy days are nice, I think you need to change the way you think. How is rain splattering on window panes not beautiful in it's own way? Clear droplets recreating the images you see everyday into caricatures of life to hilarious to be real?

Anywhoosle, I shuffled sleepily into the kitchen, where life was already buzzing around me in the form of my siblings.

*And I ate homemade bread with honey for breakfast.

The morning was already off to a good start. Then I began blowing my nose. Oof-da. (That is Minnesotan for just about anything.) You know how when you have a cold and blow your nose all day for about three days straight, how the skin gets red and dry and peels? Yep. Add a pale face, green eyes, and brown hair. I'm adorable, aren't I?

I lazed through my chores slower than usual. Being sick really works out, ya know. All the while, Wind was huffing and puffing and trying to make Autumn dance for her.

*I rejoiced that we'd taken my Senior pictures yesterday. (They were outdoors.) No wind and beautiful sunshine!

The day began to pass. They usually do, I've noticed.

*Every time I finished a school assignment, I rewarded myself by reading a few emails. (A dear friend had flooded my inbox. Happiness!)

*My wonderful sister made lunch (without telling us) and then called us all to eat. We sat down to spaghetti with specially prepared sauce, charming dinner glasses already filled, and a tray of garlic toast! Ly Sis!

*I studied leisurely and happily for another hour or two without interruptions.

*Mom left for the afternoon and told me to answer the phone in case somebody called for business. (Family owned, in-home business.) I don't like to answer the phone unless I know the person. He didn't call until she came home again!

*During one of my email splurges, I discovered this wonderful link. Please watch it!

*This evening, we went into town for my voice lesson. I got some time to do some shopping for my Senior piano recital, and I found a beautiful dress! Yay me! Aaaaand, it was half off at a thrift store! Woot! I think it would have been close to $100-200 originally, but it will only cost me $17.50 if I get it!

Then Mom and I went to do the cleaning job we have. Little brother came with us.

*He ran up to me and grabbed me for a hug, saying "I never got my morning hug today, Gianna!"

Don't I have a wonderful family?

Wednesday

Gratitude Challenge: Day 1

*I am grateful that I have little school to do. I can take my time! Yay!

*It felt good to sleep in this morning. It's because I was sick, ya know, but hey, there are benefits!

*I get to do a photo shoot today! As in, I'm the model. Senior Pictures, Here I come! I love photo shoots. :D

*The park we're going to for my pictures is gorgeous this time of year! Beautiful trees, old wooden bridge, old stone building, stream...all great places for posing!

*I have an amazing mother.

*I'm reading a good book.

*I have another good book on hold at the Library.

*My little brother gave me a hug.

*I ate a piece of fresh, homemade bread with honey. Mmmmmm.

*It's a beautiful day.

Join the challenge! Find ten things you're grateful for every day for 21 days. Can't wait to read your posts!

Tuesday

21 Day Gretitude Challenge

I'm guessing that I'm not quite the only one who has bad days. Probably not all of you know what that means, but perhaps at least a few?

Anyway, this post is for those of us who have bad days and don't like to be glum.

SURPRISE!!

You don't have to be. I discovered that yesterday. Here's the story.

It was more of a joggy nose and a pony throat than anything more serious, if you know what I mean. Not bad enough to keep me from getting up and doing school, but just bad enough to keep me from enjoying any of it. That's the worst kind, I think.

Anywho, I managed a nap in the morning and rest in the afternoon (fit my school in betimes) and by 5:30, I was elated in a stuffed-up sort of way because I was nearly done. Daddy dearest came bounding up the stairs to interrupt my piano practice in his usual way. I thought.

"Gianna!"

"Hi Dad." Sniff.

"Ryan is here with the hay, sweetheart," as he ran towards his bedroom to find work jeans.

"And the kids have soccer practice too!" I wailed. For the last two loads of hay, my mom and younger sister and brother - the primary equine lovers in our family - had been gone at various horse shows. I was a little tired of the habit.

I found my farm jeans, a less-than-clean T-shirt and a pair of gloves and followed Dad to the barn. Kiara and Mom left, profusely appologizing, and I wearily started throwing hay bales onto our wagon.

I was well on my way to constructing a miserable mood for myself by the time we were half done.

Then I started noticing things that I couldn't help but be grateful for.

*The way the autumn leaves dropped silently to the ground.

*The way the sunlight spilled over the farm like magic golden liquid.

*The way Dad randomly started to rub my shoulders between loads of hay.

*The way my dog watched my every move with soulful brown eyes.

*That none of the hay actually went in my shoe. That would have driven me crazy. Rawr.

*The way Dad let me do the easy part of the job.

*Riding on top of the hay like I used to do years ago, laughing to myself and trying to keep random hay bales from falling off the wagon.

* The way my horse looked at me underneath the wood of a partition.

*The way one of the horses ambled into the hay shed - the back of which opens into the pasture.

*That we finished and had time for a leisurely dinner before Ryan brought the second load of hay.

Do you begin to see my point? Even if you have the sniffles and you have to scratch up your arms carrying hay to feed the horses your sister rides (while she plays soccer), there is something beautiful to find, something sweet to be grateful for.

So I dare you, fellow bloggers, to take 21 days to be grateful with me. Each day, instead of or in addition to your normal posts, publish a list of ten things that blessed you. See if it doesn't cheer you up! I'm willing to bet that trying it will take some of the blue out of your day and put more wind in your sails.

Comment if you're going to do this please! I want to know who's with me!

...Thank you! :D

Thursday

Pizza Blessings

I analyzed the Pizza Hut parking lot. Yep. Definitely far enough to the door to give Dad a run for his money. I braced myself and jogged up to him - shoulder on the ready. And, two, three, Huh! I thought, intending to knock him off balance. I ricocheted, as usual, and he held the door of the restaurant open for with an aloof grin.

A young waiter seemed intimidated by our presence in his jurisdiction.

"How many?" He asked nervously.

"Six," Mom replied with confidence, glancing at the back table where we preferred to eat. The waiter murmured something and pointed somewhere and, roughly interpreting his directions, we wound our way to the selected table.

"Oh! Those people in the other corner," Christa said suddenly, "That was the Milbraths, right?" I looked nonchalantly around the room. "Mmhmm. Yeah, that's the coach and his daughters," I agreed. Her eyes lit up.

"You won't believe what happened during the game today, Gianna! We were playing them, and two of our four goals were scored by their players! I did feel kinda bad for them, since they lost, but the seeing the ball bounce of the defender's hiny-hoo-hoo into the goal was slightly hilarious." Josiah and Kiara, still in red soccer jerseys, cracked up at the memory.

I nearly laughed aloud and glanced over at the Milbraths again. They waved cheerfully and I smiled.

While we waited for our pizza, my three younger siblings exhausted their fresh repertoire of soccer stories on my hungry ears. Finally we sat in silence. Dad and Josiah were tired. Christa and Kiara finally out of words. Mom watching us with amusement.

A minute passed.

"Pepper anyone?" I never have been very skilled at normal conversation starters, but it worked. We talked lightly about anything until I noticed Mom beginning to clear Parmesan and salt shakers from the middle of the table. She motioned behind me, where the waiter had crept timidly up carrying our pizzas. I caught myself wondering how long he'd stood there, afraid to say anything.

"Thank you," Mom smiled.

"Yes. And is that everything?" He almost whispered at my right. We nodded and waited until he betook his uncomfortable presence away to reach for the pizza.

Supper passed in the way most pizza suppers do. For the first few minutes nobody talked to or looked at anybody else. We all savored the first few bites and guarded the pizza pan with jealous eyes. After taking the sharpest blades off our hunger we assumed a more civil demeanor, only glancing at someone with cold displeasure when they took the largest piece. Finally, when we'd achieved stuffed-hood about equal to that of the stuffed crust we'd stuffed down, we carried on a more cheerful conversation with each other.

Sudden silence stifled us again as the waiter appeared for the last time. By now we were getting used to stopping and starting conversation in an instant.

"Is there anything else you need?" still timidly and civilly. We all looked at each other - asking and answering questions with gazes.

"Nope! Thank you!"

"Ok, and you bill is paid?" We all heard the question in his voice.

"Ah, no," Dad shook his head.

"Yes, you bill is paid. The lady in the other corner took care of it." The waiter had begun to sound as if he actually believed himself.

"Oh..."

I believe the waiter left us in our stunned silence.

Then we all began talking at once. "The Milbraths? Really? But we just totally took them out in soccer!" "They are such sweet people!" "That's so amazing! Nobody's ever done that for us before!" "I didn't know they made Christians like that anymore," Dad marveled above us all.

I added my exclamation to the chorus and then fell silent, amazed.

That was a week ago and I still can't describe it with any words except one: Beautiful. That kind of love and kindness is pure and selfless. I am so grateful for their perfect example and I can only pray blessings back into their life.

Friday

A very nearly Bad Day. But not quite.

There is a vast difference between getting up and waking up. This morning, as usual, I got up long before I woke up. I warn you, it's a vulnerable practice. Family members seem to have the innate ability to discern when you are up but not awake. 


School started and I went around doing nothing in particular and trying to get ready for choir. I had to prepare some errands, which somehow managed to distract me until 9:30.


Walking to choir did pick me up a little. Sitting down and singing "Ahhhhh" on various pitches and in various tones did not. I think I yawn more in choir than I do before bed.


Being tired set me up for moodiness. I ran my errands hurriedly. The wind gave my hair a distinctly different look from the carefully combed and waved one I'd prepared in front of my reflection. Altogether, I was eager to get home and finish my school so I could plan something pleasurable for my evening.


Mumsy called as I was leaving town and asked me to wait in town for her so we could switch vehicles. Through no fault of anybody's, it ended up being half-an-hour of non-school down time waiting to go home.


Mother brought with her another errand and sent me off with the glad tidings of a list she'd left for me on the kitchen counter. By now, I was attuned to even the littlest thing that would add to my gloominess.


The right blinker was out.


The sky was gray.


There was no gas in the tank.


I forgot my checkbook at home and had to use pocket change to put on gas. Luckily I had $2.55 on me...


Do you have any idea how embarrassing it is to say "Pump no. eight," spill a handful of quarters, dimes and nickle on the counter? "I think that's right..."


Not cool.


My favorite song came on as I parked to run my final errand.


Do you begin to understand my discouragement? But God has amusing ways of reminding us what life is really about.


When I came back to the truck, my favorite song was still playing. The first phrase I heard was "Oh glorious day!"


I came home...lunch dishes greeted me.


But I only had a paragraph left on one of two papers.


I turned in both papers by 4.


I finished the dishes, which were easier than I expected.


There was hardly any laundry to hang out.


My loyal pooch came and sat by me while I clipped color to the clothesline.


I got to make two pans of brownies! It was actually on the list Mom left me.


I licked the beaters. Not just "licked the beaters" I did acrobatics with my tongue to get all the batter I could off of the outside and the inside. They hardly would have needed washing. I threw them in the dishwasher, just in case any of you were going to ask.


There were hardly any clothes to take off the line!


And I did it barefoot.


I'm not going to do any more school. Period.


I am going to play the piano.


I am going to eat a brownie.


I'm going to see if my bestie has emailed me.


I'm going to publish this blog post and wait for comments.


Cuz I want to hear about your glorious days.

!

Tuesday

Today I Did

Today I...

9.6.11 Decided to not do any more ho****rk (it is a bad word to say in my presence). At 6 p.m. unfortunately.

9.4.11 Played night games. I actually tagged the fast fellow - you know the kind who are about 9 feet tall and run..oh, maybe 47 mph faster than I do. Yeah. I caught him, legit!

9.6.11 Read my textbook outside.

9.6.11 Ate lunch while sitting on a swing with a friend. That was a blast. I dropped my pear in the gravel though. Oops.

9.5.11 Cranked the tunes on my way to dump the recycables in town. Cruising in '94 truck, wearing my work clothes, window down, singing to the radio (and passers-by) never felt so good.

9.6.11 Emailed my friend not a paragraph, but a list. Something like this. Only numbered. Fun stuff.

9.4.11 Saw a black bear. I was out walking down a road near our home (with me dog and me phone) and saw something big walking up the side of the drainage ditch. I knew it wasn't a dog because it was big and it was walking smoothly; the ditch is steep enough that dogs usually take it in leaps. It was probably 50 yards in front of me, so I turned around, called my mother, and tore off down the road at a slightly accelerated walk. Mom came to get me right away, so we turned around (with the car) and went to see if we could find it, but it had gone into the woods.

9.6.11 Ate hamburger pizza. For supper. A whole pizza. (It was little, ok? Stop looking at me like that.)

9.3.11 Went outside and ran around the house and across the lawn for no particular reason.

9.6.11 Turned around three times and slapped my legs all the way down to my ankles. Ask my choir teacher about that one.

9.3.11 Wrote a letter to a friend.

9.6.11 Listened to a modern love song in which the only line was "Sweetheart, after the dance is over, I'll take you home in my one-eyed Ford." Bahahahaha!

9.5.11 Rejoiced that autumn has come! Yayayayaya! Oh! Beautiful season! I love the cool air that caresses me when I step outside without a coat. I love the way the mist slips over the meadows and twines gently with the trees and grasses. I love the way the honking of the geese adds a layer of musical beauty to the singing colors of fall.

What did you do today?

Monday

Tale of Two Maidens

I wrote this peom years ago when I lived and breathed Middle-Earthen air and almost literaly believed I was an elf.

Once there were two lovely maidens,
One's hair was light, the other darkened,
Every night they danced and sang,          
A few could hear them when they harkened.

Tall and fair, her name was Ilsa
Through the trees her laughter rang
When moon and stars were shining bright
Every night she danced and sang.

With fairer skin and darker hair,
Gianna played upon her pipe
With Ilsa far she roamed and wide
Always by moon and fair starlight.

Strain not your ears for their fair music
Long ago they went away
For they were led by faery elves,
And no one else can go that way.

Into a different world, they followed,
Where it lies though, none can say
For days their song and music echoed,
Now it has long died away.

Where they live is now named Dethen
Few have been there and returned.
Gianna, Ilsa, they had done so,
But now they these worlds have spurned.

Some say thew dwell among the woodlands,
Others claim in mountains high.
Where the truth lies none can tell you
But for Gianna, Ilsa and I.

Their home is near the ocean shore,
But in the woods they dance afar
They bring music to all dwellers
And often dance beneath the stars.

This tale I tell you, listen well
Forget not your childish dreams.
Elves and faeries only exist
While you believe in magic things.

Those young maidens really danced here
Though now gone, they truly live.
If not here, then still in Dethen
And they have a gift to give

To anyone who will believe,
They give a gift of greatest worth,
That of the imagination
which brings one laughter, joy and mirth.

Tuesday

Joy Indescribeable

Yesterday I was given a gift. I was flipping backwards through Psalms on my way to Psalm 19, a chapter I love, when something grabbed me. It wasn't a word I noticed, and it wasn't that I'd underlined something there before, I just stopped flipping and started to read. It had to have been the Holy Spirit.

"Sing joyfully to the Lord, you righteous; it is fitting for the upright to praise him. Praise the Lord with the hapr; make music to him on the ten-stringed lyre. Sing to him a new song; play skillfully, and shout for joy. For the word of the Lord is right and true; he is faithful in all he does. The lord loves righteousness and justice; the earth is full of his unfailing love."
I read it mentally in breathless tones. Joy lit up my mind! Go back and re-read that, but this time picture somebody reading it with so much energy that they're bouncing on their toes, grinning ear to ear, raising their eyebrows and waving their arms, because of a joy that cannot be contained!

Does that not make you want to dance?


*Murmurs* "If I but knew the steps..."


I love watching Scotch dancers.


This is a 10 stringed lyre. I wonder if only 10 notes can be played or if somehow you can play more...?



This is a tempting picture. I love to play! O! to know that playing is glorious to God! What better news?


Friday

Good ol' County Fair

Celebrations mark the opening of Fair. A parade marches past. Flying candy, children running almost to the middle of the streets, Miss So-and-so and Miss Queen-of-something and Miss County giving their unrealistically refined waves and trying not to overheat their gowns, fire trucks annoying and startling more than they please, bands playing snatches of tunes that nobody has the time to recognize...And then at night, the fireworks! Magical light in enchanting colors and patterns dazzle the sky and reflect excitement in wide-open eyes. (If there were like Gandalf's, though!)

"The finest rockets ever seen, They burst in stars of blue and green, Or after thunder, Golden showers, Came falling like a rain of flowers." -J. R. R. Tolkien


Mom caught these!

You ought to be gasping with me. They were so exciting! I hadn't seen fireworks forever!!!

Is this not beautiful?!

The cheese curds were gargantuan. They were not bites, they were hand fulls. You spend the first minute gazing at them and trying to pick one to eat. You can't decide whether to save the big greasy one for last, or not. So you grab one and take a nibble; a grin lights up your eyes and displays stringy cheese to a crowd of persons who don't know you, but having mozzarella draped over your chin doesn't bother you today. Your eyes bug out when you remember that you have numerable nibbles left.



In the 4-H building, scents and colors dance wildly for your attention. Homemade clothing swells proudly on it's display. Pictures of events judged earlier stand boasting in their awarded ribbons. Creativity made manifest in numerous venues; scrapbooks pull colors together in charming collages, bilboards broadcast "quickfacts" and "My Story" in alternating bursts of before-and-after pictures and short sentences or paragraphs. Ropes sag around display tables, upheld by soldier-stiff metal rods.


Outside, sterotypical heat necessitates costly water balloon fights and dunk tanks. The ferris wheel turns in it's traditional circles, lifting fairgoers to glorious hights before sinking them into noisy reality again. The subdued roar of the rides accomanies the chattering roar of the people. Every so often, someone jumps up and waves his arms, having noticed a friend he must talk to. People amble past, ignoring and ignored - all minds are on rides, food and fun. The midway streams with scantily dressed girls clinging on their shaggy haired boyfriends and mothers who've eaten to many snacks pushing strollers and searching for another dollar, rescuing an almost-dropped chili-cheese-dog, and calling after the one who graduated from stroller-hood and thinks she can go anywhere.
 
It is the first time I have paid attention to the stables since last years fair. The first thing to catch my attention is a flashy new sign reading "Horse Barn." Two horses, from the whithers up, are outlined. I grimace: they are not well drawn horses. The lines are smooth, but they are horrible proportionately. Almost like caricatures of horses, but bad even for that. I know my artistic and horse-loving sister will have a fit when she sees them.



Inside, things are not so dis-familiar. Stall doors all hang at the same nearly straight angle, tattooed with staples that, 363 days ago, held ribbons, posters, signs, and pictures. At one end of the barn I remember the manure pile used to be. Likely to be there this year too, I reflect, since the other end of the barn is towards the fair and people will want to keep up appearences. But right now a pretentious and self-righteously clean folding table stands, holding an assignment list of the stalls and turning up it's corners at the rustic structure behind it.


By Thursday, there is no more table. Mocking manure is chunked and heaped where the table stood. Horses fill the stalls - making friends, declaring enemies, or generally ignoring the hubbub. Older horses stand relaxed with their heads in the quietest corner of the stall. They've aquainted themselves with the hay pile and the water bucket and they know they should rest while they can. Middle aged horses turn about their stall, still hopefull that they can make it comfortable. They are mostly to proud to acknowledge bystanders. The youngest fillies and colts are too busy discovering if they love or hate their neighbor to eat immediately. One filly takes an instant dislike to the mule behind her and expresses her feelings by applying her teeth to his rump. Minature horses - always two to a stall - ignore the world and eat in silent companionship.


Well dressed chidlren clinging to slender mothers shriek with excitement or gape in awe as real-live COWGIRLS(!) walk casually past carrying grain, pitchforks, and brushes with careless ease and nachalance. The youngest ones stare as farm boys in dirty shirts - sleeves long since torn off - enter stalls and talk softly to equine friends. Anxious mothers chide their children that saddles should already be on the horses which are still only being bathed. At the riding ring, the only relaxed ones are those unrelated watchers sitting on the single bleachers. An announcer commands the attention of those on the horses, announcing the games, calling out the names and numbers of the next riders. Riders command the attention of the parents, who run around holding reins of their childrens horses, cheering when their children ride, comforting when the children lose. Riding instructers pay attention to everyone, announcers, riders and young children running annoyingly and dangerously close to the horses.



Little Bro washes his horse, Knightly.

Little Bro rides Jewel, our Appolousa.


Art Maniac ('Lil Sis) rides the two-year-old horse that she has been training through the spring.


Little Bro shows Knightly in Halter Class.


Art Maniac shows her horse, Dance, in Open Class horse show and takes Grand!

 Little Bro does the barrel race.


Little Bro does the Trail "race". You have to open a gate and ride through without dismounting. He did well!


Waiting between games!

Waiting for results...who will place?


 Art Maniac and Midnight run the keyhole race.
Art Maniac (Horse maniac?) and Dance celebrate a victory.


And all the stalls undergo the necessary decorating.